I'm just so damn uncomfortable in my skin today. And this week.
Sam justtt oh well fuck.
He ended it with the girl from my school before school even started. Talked to me again.
And he's back on my mind. I tell myself he's just a friend but.
Fuck.
I can't bring myself to say it. But this isn't about Sam today, not entirely.
I just don't feel right. Antsy. Crawly. I no longer die of starvation from my kidney meds, but I'm still antsy and all. I seriously don't feel self-concious any more; I was dying of that before school started. I just don't feel comfortable no matter what any more.
I need to something to flip my life around or just a new perspective or something. Changing my room didn't do anything. Losing the brother to college isn't doing anything.
I want to be in the school musical so badly it hurts. I fear I may get suicidal if I don't get in. I need this.
Sorry for the lameass post. Med Girl is hungry and needs fewd and has to go back to school tonight so yeah, I'm boring today.
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